life and other things

                 well here we are blog number two. last one was on my life experiences i think this one will be about my friends. i have watched and stood by many of my friends hard times. my best friend in high school got pregnant at 15 and the school tried to force her out but she stood strong had her baby and graduated high school. she was young for having a baby but she stepped up and was/is a great mom. a few years and 3 kids later (one year before i lost Kayden) she lost her 4 month old daughter to SIDS even through all  her grief she stayed strong for her boys she has since moved on to have another daughter and even took on a stepchild like he is her own. she has also been there for me in support and a shoulder to cry on since losing Kayden. we have been friends for 15 years now.
                  in my time working at Burger King i made two really good friends i mentioned them in my last blog about being there for me to rescue me from the hospital after Kayden died. i watched her go through a couple of sour relationships and i watched him deal with one really drama filled one then they found each other :) they have been so good for one another. about a year after Kayden passed away he had some complications from diabetes and eventually went blind and she was there for him every step of the way. i even got the privilege to be in their wedding. i do miss the times we had at Cattins with the sub par food and good conversations.. aah the good ol days.
                 then there is my friend from Idaho.  she has dealt with her share of crappy "baby daddies" and an abusive marriage, family dramas and children with instabilities. she stays very busy supporting her 6 kids and often time anyone in need she has such a big heart that she takes in people in need and alot of the time it ends up biting her in the butt. she is such a good soul she would give you the shirt off your back if she thought you needed it.
                i may not have alot of friends but the few friends i do have i am very close with and consider them like family i just wish i spent more time with them than i did but they all have their own families to take care of.. if you all are reading this i love you all very much and appreciate everything you have ever done for me.
                 as for life i woke up to a very happy baby today. seeing those little smiles makes everything worth it. i can't believe how fast he is growing and changing already. in 10 days he will be 2 months old! it seems like only yesterday my water broke. but that is another post all together.